After Years Of Struggling With My Weight And Being Bullied I Have Decided Enough Is Enough! Time To Make A Change And Prove All Of Those Sad Low Lifes I Can Not Be Beaten!... Im Doing This For Me And For My Little Boy Too!
Thursday, 16 June 2011
It's Life Or Death!
Rant time!... Lol!... I have heart problems and have done since I was born!... I have tetraology of fallots and 2 heart murmurs!.. I had open heart surgery when I was just 11 months!... (I have watched this online and omg I nearly threw up)... So me being morbidly obese is REALLY bad for me!... So I need to do this if I wanna see my son grow up and probably have children!... I have been told that my heart it very enlarged and that it could fail!... Yer that made me feel on top of the world!... :/... So I now need open heart surgery again sometime in the next year to have a valve changed as mine isn't working properly!... My cardiologist has told me I will increase my chances in the operation if I lose weight instead of staying at 19st!... I'm really nervous about the operation as it is a very serious op!... Hope I can shift my weight for when this happens!... I need all the luck for this!...
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This post rought a tear to my eye but I know your strong enough to face the operation and also have a strong network of support in place.
ReplyDeleteThis really is the biggest incentive, the thing that makes me go off track with diets sometimes is the fact that other than being fat Im really healthy LOL.