Weight loss update!

I struggle losing weight and I can't see the difference which makes me feel like comfort eating but I have found some trousers that used to fit me (tightly) so here is the picture of me holding them up!

Depression!

I have to come to terms with the fact I am depressed... Everything at the min is getting to me I cry at the drop of a hat over the most ridiculous things!... So off to the doctors I go!...

I have also this past week been looking at myself in the mirror and not liking what's looking back to me to the point where I feel physically sick and repulsed I feel fatter now then I did at 19 stone!... I've had a good start to the morning after weighing myself it says 15stone 13lb!... FINALLY!!!...

As my heart condition is worsening I find myself unable to exercise as I'm always to tired to do so!... So this has took some time to come off!... It's hard work all this lifestyle change malarkey!... But whether it takes me 6 months or 2 years as long as its going down then that's all that matters!... Going to the cafe for lunch with friends so I can have a chat and get some normality, I plan to have omelette beans and chips... Yes not particularly healthy but for tea I will no doubt be feeling ill again and only able to manage soup!... So it balances out!...

Another week... Another rollercoaster ride!... <

White shirt was in may 2011, the blue dress is July 2012 what a difference in the face!!

The old me... To the new me (so far)

One photo is me at my biggest in the blue and white cardy!... And the other pic is me a couple of weeks back 3 stone lighter! <3

Back on track!!

Back on track as from yesterday I was ill last week and also my star week so I struggled I refrained from weighing myself as I know it would have knocked me back confidence wise... Tbh I can't be arsed to weigh myself anymore as I feel so down when the scales go up so I might just keep at it then wait till I go to the hospital every month and just get them to weigh me!... Another month another stone! I CAN do this!!! <3

Water week!

Did a whole week with only drinking water and nothing else!... Was hard at first I got shakes and everything due to the fact I only drank fizzy diet as it was pointless!... So a week of water was hell for the first 2 days... After that it got better and I was pleased with the result as I lost 3lb! Woo!... This week I am still doing the water thing but allowing myself 1 drink at night of fizzy or cuppa tea!... Fingers crossed for a good week although I'm ill so it's a bit difficult :(... Xx

Been a while!

Been a while since I last blogged!... Well not much has happened since last time!.. I went to Leicester to see my surgeon and he weighed me I now weigh 16.4... I just need to lose 1/2lb and then I've lost a stone!... This week has been my woman's week an I've stayed the same yippee!!... I'm back on it now tho so fingers crossed!... I've quit weight watchers as I can afford it so from now on its just me that's going to be on the journey!... Next weigh in is on Friday I'll report back then

16.4 TODAY